now take what i offer, straight up the nose, down the throat
it's a bearable bruise on your conscious
He finds he doesn’t particularly want anyone to help him. He doesn’t want to help himself. He wants to go and go until he inevitably burns out, crashes, leaving nothing else behind. That is how he copes, and she can’t see it. Despite her sigh, he nods once in response, because she’s right. And that’s exactly why he’s doing it.
But it seems he’s struck some sort of nerve, as she goes off to explain all the things he doesn’t want. Still, he snorts and shakes his head as she tells him he’s thrown it back at her. He has. One hundred percent. “That's exactly what I want.” He replies, briefly, before he trudges on. “To be helplessly destructive, to burn and burn until there’s nothing left. But I can’t do that with your help. Because you care.” Shadowed steel eyes still narrow. “You care enough to want to dote and to help, and I get it, because you were raised to do that, you’ve chosen to do it by being a midwife. But that won’t work for me. Perhaps once, yes, it would have. But we are not the same as we were.” Using her words from earlier, he waits to see if she leaves or if she’ll remain.
They both are incredibly stubborn, after all.
But it seems he’s struck some sort of nerve, as she goes off to explain all the things he doesn’t want. Still, he snorts and shakes his head as she tells him he’s thrown it back at her. He has. One hundred percent. “That's exactly what I want.” He replies, briefly, before he trudges on. “To be helplessly destructive, to burn and burn until there’s nothing left. But I can’t do that with your help. Because you care.” Shadowed steel eyes still narrow. “You care enough to want to dote and to help, and I get it, because you were raised to do that, you’ve chosen to do it by being a midwife. But that won’t work for me. Perhaps once, yes, it would have. But we are not the same as we were.” Using her words from earlier, he waits to see if she leaves or if she’ll remain.
They both are incredibly stubborn, after all.
but don't it feel good? don't you feel calmer?
i am the way and the life in the best looking truth
Feel free to use magic/force on Sunjata, without killing him <3
Sunjata speaks with an Australian accent and has a passive magic that makes him produce a subtle scent that matches exactly to whatever those around him most desire him to smell like.
