I want roses set on fire
And I, well I want what’s best for me
"That was ages ago!" Sam insisted, laughing. He had only become romantic with Nate in the last couple of months, after all, and he was hesitant to attribute all of his mental recovery on his lover. It seemed unhealthy, as much as he had an eye for those kinds of things. "Besides...I did run away to the woods, for a while...and I discovered it was not as wonderful as I hoped it would be." He was quiet for a moment, the knowledge that that trip had started the blight sitting awkwardly with him.
He wasn't sure if being 'easily read' was a compliment or an insult, but at least the Alchemist did not consider him to be manipulative. It was something that terrified him, the idea that he had twisted Nate's arm into Ascending or had tricked his friends somehow. That he was secretly evil, secretly everything he didn't want to be and just didn't realise. "If you say so, then."
The little white flowers appearing made him smile and he drew his hand back to look over to Remi. "That's true...but are those people ever right? To think the followers are wrong, I mean. After all, I'd say the people that stood by the Old Gods when they waged the war years ago were wrong. They probably felt like I did, though. Sure of what they were doing. It's just...hard, when it's turning people against you. I...spoke to Jigano." He admitted, a little laugh in his words as he provided the explanation.
"I think he thinks I'm terrible, now. I struggle with it myself, sometimes. But I am not responsible for everything The Voice has done just because I continue to help her...and I think she has good intentions, I really do."
He wasn't sure if being 'easily read' was a compliment or an insult, but at least the Alchemist did not consider him to be manipulative. It was something that terrified him, the idea that he had twisted Nate's arm into Ascending or had tricked his friends somehow. That he was secretly evil, secretly everything he didn't want to be and just didn't realise. "If you say so, then."
The little white flowers appearing made him smile and he drew his hand back to look over to Remi. "That's true...but are those people ever right? To think the followers are wrong, I mean. After all, I'd say the people that stood by the Old Gods when they waged the war years ago were wrong. They probably felt like I did, though. Sure of what they were doing. It's just...hard, when it's turning people against you. I...spoke to Jigano." He admitted, a little laugh in his words as he provided the explanation.
"I think he thinks I'm terrible, now. I struggle with it myself, sometimes. But I am not responsible for everything The Voice has done just because I continue to help her...and I think she has good intentions, I really do."
And I, I think I know just what that means
Just what that means
SAMUEL
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