Where do I go from here?

M  A   E    A I talked to God to no avail Said, "If you won't save me, please don't waste my time." Maea sat down, not quite able to meet the searching gaze of the Queen as she made herself comfortable again. What was it she needed, indeed? The more outrageous parts she'd already dismissed, about stealing babies from the crib and commanding the monsters of LongNight in great hoards. But there were other things that made her cold to think of, not least of which had to do with the strange liquid that now flowed through Rexanna's veins. "What about the blood drinking?" she asked, equal parts sheepish and embarrassed to be so fretful about it. I was stalked for a long while by an ascended once, who seemed to enjoy the fact that I was anxious very much. He implied... he'd been out looking for dinner." Color was rising on her face, a dramatic flush of blotchy pink that was all too obvious on her pale skin. Desperate for something to distract herself with she yanked the glass off the table a bit too forcefully, felt the rim knock sharply against the teeth, and had water sloshing over the edge down over her hands and front. All while getting hardly any of the liquid into her mouth. Flustered, she began pulling on the water with her magic, struggling somewhat to dry out her clothes and keep it from spilling further to the floor. Her thoughts were, quite obviously, on other things.