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Talk to Loren. Right. Yes. That is what he needed to do, except, "-he can be so hard to find when he wan's to be." The alchemist said with an incredulous chuckle. Never before had he met anyone who could be so invasive in his life, and then suddenly gone when he was needed elsewhere. Not a selfish man nor a particularly needy one, even Remi was having trouble reconciling the normal route relationships usually followed with the broken path he and Loren were walking. Not really noticing that Ronin had stalled until Remi came to a clunky halt, staring starry-eyed at Ronin in the darkness. "I just... passion and need and desire it said. But that's what it took. How am I s'pose to come back with that?" Letting his head topple sleepily to the side, Remi shrugged into Ronin's hands. "If I bring say...you 'n Vanya, and it doesn't work? What if you lose how you feel too? I can't do that. And how'mi s'posed to feel all those things without Loren?" Remi's mind briefly flickered to Ianto and he swallowed guiltily. "Woulnd't it be cheating if I did?" He asked his friend in earnest. Maybe cheating was the wrong word since he and Loren weren't together, but certainly he'd feel some way about it if Loren was with someone else. Or ... maybe right now he wouldn't feel anything, but anyone else surely would. R E M I I followed your ashes into outer space