M
A E A I talked to God to no avail
Said, "If you won't save me, please don't waste my time." She shook her head. Paused, as his hand ghosted over her arm. The warmth of it lingered in the other places he had touched, and she could still taste him on her tongue. A sweet, lingering flavor she realized would haunt her for a long time.
"No need to thank me for that. I did it because I wanted to. Not to be nice," she told him quietly. Maea ached to lean into that gentle touch, to take back everything she'd just said, stop herself before this became irreversible. For a moment she teetered, uncertain.... But then be turned away, reached for his drink, and the moment was gone. Drawing in a shaky breath she picked up her bags, slung one over the shoulder and took the other two in each hand. "I did it... because I love you." If it all were to end here, then she at least wanted him to know that. How very deeply she truly cared. At the very least, she could give him that. Free of charge. No strings attached. |
Wrap your teeth around the pavement
for Sunjata |
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Hollowed Grounds Ambassador / Loreseeker
Age: 30 | Height: 156 cm / 5'1 ft | Race: Ancient | Nationality: Natural | Citizenship: Hollowed Grounds Level: 5 - Strg: 22 - Dext: 22 - Endr: 27 - Luck: 23 - Int:
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01-30-2020, 07:39 AM
the Flood
Archon of King's End
Age: 34 | Height: 6'5 | Race: Demi-god | Nationality: Outlander | Citizenship: King's End Level: 15 - Strg: 76 - Dext: 73 - Endr: 75 - Luck: 79 - Int: 3 PETRONELLA - Mythical - Sea Panther
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01-30-2020, 08:14 AM
hide your secrets, disguise your weakness
and lose yourself inside your busy head She pauses as he reaches out for her, thanking her for being there for him when everything else had been so unsure, so terrible that he hadn’t helped himself at all when he had every option available to him. He’d leaned on her, helped her train, helped her in what way he could. But Safrin had helped him understand that it was quite possible that he wasn’t good at helping.
And look at where it got him now? A confession, as she slings the bag over her shoulder and picks up the other two. That she loves him, and he stills near the bar, the storms to his eyes shuddering slightly when he looks back to her. “Maea…” A deep rumble, a frown threatening at the corner of his lips to expand. He hadn’t wanted her to. Hadn’t wanted her to fall so deeply, so quickly. It felt like before, when every time he’d told them not to fall in love with him because he’d only shatter the heart that held the love for him. A shaky exhale. “You can’t… You can’t love me. Whatever it is you feel, it's... I'm sorry.” He stumbles to say as he turns back to her, voice rough and far thicker in his accent. Because love meant far more permanent feelings, far deeper than he had ever anticipated. Far more than he ever deserved from anyone and anything. It had been a crush at first. That's what it had been. That's what he thought it still was. burn your bridges, and leave no witnesses
all alone inside your busy head SuNJATA Feel free to use magic/force on Sunjata, without killing him <3 Sunjata speaks with an Australian accent and has a passive magic that makes him produce a subtle scent that matches exactly to whatever those around him most desire him to smell like.
Hollowed Grounds Ambassador / Loreseeker
Age: 30 | Height: 156 cm / 5'1 ft | Race: Ancient | Nationality: Natural | Citizenship: Hollowed Grounds Level: 5 - Strg: 22 - Dext: 22 - Endr: 27 - Luck: 23 - Int:
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01-30-2020, 08:34 AM
the Flood
Archon of King's End
Age: 34 | Height: 6'5 | Race: Demi-god | Nationality: Outlander | Citizenship: King's End Level: 15 - Strg: 76 - Dext: 73 - Endr: 75 - Luck: 79 - Int: 3 PETRONELLA - Mythical - Sea Panther
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01-30-2020, 08:57 AM
hide your secrets, disguise your weakness
and lose yourself inside your busy head Fishboy, the nickname returns, and he can’t find it in him to smile at the sound of it coming from her tongue anymore. A huff of a sigh leaves his lips instead, shaking his head slightly when she repeats words he’s heard her say before. His frown does expand, as he stumbles to figure out what to say, what to do. Because he’s not sure he can love again, not sure he wants to anymore. Not after everything – Lusea, Hotaru, Phoebe once perhaps.
It was all too much. “I’m sorry.” He utters again, not sure what exactly to do with himself. He can’t go to her, can’t give into her like he’d always done with everyone else. Because for once he was sure that he couldn’t love again, didn’t know if he wanted to, and even though she loved him, she doesn’t deserve that. Doesn’t deserve to be tossed aside when he changes his mind. “I’m sorry that it got to that point, that it was me.” burn your bridges, and leave no witnesses
all alone inside your busy head SuNJATA Feel free to use magic/force on Sunjata, without killing him <3 Sunjata speaks with an Australian accent and has a passive magic that makes him produce a subtle scent that matches exactly to whatever those around him most desire him to smell like.
Hollowed Grounds Ambassador / Loreseeker
Age: 30 | Height: 156 cm / 5'1 ft | Race: Ancient | Nationality: Natural | Citizenship: Hollowed Grounds Level: 5 - Strg: 22 - Dext: 22 - Endr: 27 - Luck: 23 - Int:
Played by: Chan
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the Flood
Archon of King's End
Age: 34 | Height: 6'5 | Race: Demi-god | Nationality: Outlander | Citizenship: King's End Level: 15 - Strg: 76 - Dext: 73 - Endr: 75 - Luck: 79 - Int: 3 PETRONELLA - Mythical - Sea Panther
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01-30-2020, 09:38 AM
hide your secrets, disguise your weakness
and lose yourself inside your busy head It doesn’t mean that it’s right. And with it, he can’t help the slight clench to his jaw. That she’s so willingly fell headfirst into something that could never work – married or not, so soon after it ended as well, so soon after he’d decided against it all in the favor of trying to just survive at the end of the day. But he can’t help the look of a hint of longing behind his gaze as she continues.
That she’s grateful that it is him. And all he can do is nod to that. He doesn’t understand, he doesn’t know if he ever will. But she begins to walk away from him and he lets her, despite how much he wants to go after her again. He wonders if she’ll still want to train with him, wonders if she’ll want to get near him again and be pulled under the current that was him. “Goodnight Maea.” He offers, though it sounds far too close to a goodbye to be comfortable. burn your bridges, and leave no witnesses
all alone inside your busy head SuNJATA Feel free to use magic/force on Sunjata, without killing him <3 Sunjata speaks with an Australian accent and has a passive magic that makes him produce a subtle scent that matches exactly to whatever those around him most desire him to smell like.
Hollowed Grounds Ambassador / Loreseeker
Age: 30 | Height: 156 cm / 5'1 ft | Race: Ancient | Nationality: Natural | Citizenship: Hollowed Grounds Level: 5 - Strg: 22 - Dext: 22 - Endr: 27 - Luck: 23 - Int:
Played by: Chan
Change author: Posts: 3,186 | Total: 5,970 MP: 2197
01-30-2020, 09:57 AM
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