PHOEBE
Phoebe looked over at him, expressionless, save for a slow blink every now and then. Apparently she had set off a tirade without realizing it. ”Is there an issue between us?” she asked, just wanting to confirm. She wasn’t sure if it hurt, or how she felt about it, or even if she felt about it. But if anyone could, it would be her.
And then the tirade continued, and she watched blankly. For a moment she felt the emotions building, somewhere deep down, and she desperately didn’t want to feel them. So she looked away, took her cigarette, and ground the burning end against her knee. It hurt terribly, and it was all she could do to keep from letting it show on her face. But the moment of blinding pain distracted her long enough to keep her from feeling. ”I did ask you, actually. It’s what started this conversation. But I get it. It’s fine. I am sorry for whatever I did to make you hate me so much.” she said as she straightened out the smooshed end of her cigarette so she could relight it. She had thought, perhaps wrongly, that Remi would always have her back in some way. Even if he didn’t care about anything anymore. Even if he hated and cursed the world, she thought he would at least be there. But she had been wrong, just like with everything else.
And then the tirade continued, and she watched blankly. For a moment she felt the emotions building, somewhere deep down, and she desperately didn’t want to feel them. So she looked away, took her cigarette, and ground the burning end against her knee. It hurt terribly, and it was all she could do to keep from letting it show on her face. But the moment of blinding pain distracted her long enough to keep her from feeling. ”I did ask you, actually. It’s what started this conversation. But I get it. It’s fine. I am sorry for whatever I did to make you hate me so much.” she said as she straightened out the smooshed end of her cigarette so she could relight it. She had thought, perhaps wrongly, that Remi would always have her back in some way. Even if he didn’t care about anything anymore. Even if he hated and cursed the world, she thought he would at least be there. But she had been wrong, just like with everything else.
and then there's me, always waiting for you
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