when you're all alone and you think of home
places you may have been and who you know
As far as break ups tended to go, this was blissfully mild especially considering what Sunjata was going through but it shredded something in his chest. Maybe it was the fact that they had just said they were going to try to be more serious, maybe it was the fact that he’d thought he’d have more time before this. Maybe it was something else entirely, something he wasn’t willing to put more thought to right now, just to save himself the pain. Maybe it would have felt better if Sam had cried, if he Obviously wasn’t still dealing with some other kind of hell.
Whatever it is, it keeps him silent as he turns away, only hesitating a moment before he stands, and made his way back out of the house that had become home, but that was now just a house again. Nate pauses at the threshold, turning like he might say something, offer some apology, some consolation, ’ this wasn’t because if you, I never even thought about you.’ but nothing actually came out. He just stepped back into the warm night, shoulders slumped in defeat.
Whatever it is, it keeps him silent as he turns away, only hesitating a moment before he stands, and made his way back out of the house that had become home, but that was now just a house again. Nate pauses at the threshold, turning like he might say something, offer some apology, some consolation, ’ this wasn’t because if you, I never even thought about you.’ but nothing actually came out. He just stepped back into the warm night, shoulders slumped in defeat.
awaiting the hand of god knowing i stand to fall
i stared into the pitch black to no hand at all
NATE
