PHOEBE
It was nice, having simple, straightforward answers and affirmations. There were no conditions. There were no if's or and's or but's; things simply were or they were not. She did not need to do or act in any way other than she was wont to do to keep them so. But he was being too kind to her, going to easy on her, and she knew, deep down, that she didn't deserve it. Slowly her head shook, eyes going to the burns on her knees. "No...that's not..." she sighed, pausing for a moment. How did one explain insanity in a way that the sane could understand?
"I knew it would be unhappy. I knew he would not change. I...I didn't quite understand just how unhappy but...I was already miserable. At least...at least I wouldn't be miserable alone." she said quietly, biting her lip. "That's really the only reason I did went through with it when I realized he wasn't going to back out." she whispered, as if admitting to a horrible secret, and to her it was. When had she become the sort of person that wished to bring others down with her? When did she begin to crave the misery of others if only because she couldn't seem to find her way out of her own miserable existence?
"I knew it would be unhappy. I knew he would not change. I...I didn't quite understand just how unhappy but...I was already miserable. At least...at least I wouldn't be miserable alone." she said quietly, biting her lip. "That's really the only reason I did went through with it when I realized he wasn't going to back out." she whispered, as if admitting to a horrible secret, and to her it was. When had she become the sort of person that wished to bring others down with her? When did she begin to crave the misery of others if only because she couldn't seem to find her way out of her own miserable existence?
those who are heartless once cared too much
BASE INSPIRED BY ODD <3
