why are you so petrified of silence

Peter isn’t really sure what causes the change, but the conversation flows easier, now that they’re elsewhere. It’s easier to be comfortable. ”I... think I have everything. It’s... it’s hard to turn what I know into... drills, or...” He shrugs a little helplessly. It’s all a work in progress still. His answer about the school comes easier still, almost rehearsed. ”I think it’s a good idea. It’s... cozy, there.” There had been the naive hope that Loren would move past the subject of the advocates, would let it drop. Peter pursed his lips while he thought about his answer, trying to be as careful as he could. ”I... haven’t had too much um... too much contact.” He began, shifting his weight. ”I know... there’s been talk of something... more permanent, out here.” Peter try, try your whole life to be righteous and good