I will fight the end
"I mean, I suppose that is fair--!" Ronin was cut off by the sound of his own laughter, not having expected the barrage of kisses, especially when they were given sincerely rather than playfully. A stupid smile found its way onto his lips, the hunter resting his head against Remi's, his fingers winding through the back of his hair. As the whispered words reached his ears, his smile became infinitely more sad, and he pressed his eyes shut like he could cut them both off from the world they found themselves in.
"I know," he replied softly. "I miss her too." He let out a shuddering breath; finally, it felt, he was able to reach Remi. Maybe he could put his hand in the fire at last and come away with his husband, not just burns. "I don't think that's true. You were never like this with her. Your grief is as far from remembering her as it gets." It was harsh, but true. "You're forgetting yourself, clinging onto this, as well as her. It's okay, to let it go. It doesn't mean you don't care."
"I know," he replied softly. "I miss her too." He let out a shuddering breath; finally, it felt, he was able to reach Remi. Maybe he could put his hand in the fire at last and come away with his husband, not just burns. "I don't think that's true. You were never like this with her. Your grief is as far from remembering her as it gets." It was harsh, but true. "You're forgetting yourself, clinging onto this, as well as her. It's okay, to let it go. It doesn't mean you don't care."
'til the end is here
