help me, i'm drowning

i've seen fire & i've seen rain.
i've seen sunny days that i thought would never end

"After seeing Ludo and collecting shells on the beach...I went and got very, very drunk. A bar fight started, though I don't think I caused it. Loren was there, I think he had a hand in it." Then, anticipating the scowl or brow-raise that would bring, the alchemist sighed. "He came out to the beach after we were kicked out, lasted all of about two minutes before sulking off." Remi shrugged. He clearly hadn't followed after him, but after what had happened the last time he was alone with the Launceleyn he felt it was probably better to mention the chance encounter than not.

"Others have asked you..and asked me, but I don't know that I have.." Remi's smile grew sad, his thumb tracing the wedding band on Ronin's finger. "You aren't entirely glad to be back, are you." Not quite a question. The corners of the alchemist's lips twitched as if trying to not be upset about it. "A life that is hard and gritty and full of pain, when you might have just stayed celestial and bright."