PHOEBE
Let you go and the lonely in
To take my heart again
To take my heart again
She probably should have and would have responded to the jokes, but she had gotten all wound up in her own anger and hurt. Forgetting for a moment the company she was keeping, she closed her eyes and reached her cigarette to her knee, pressing the lit end to the skin. Her jaw clenched, nose wrinkling ever so slightly, but she did not cry out in pain. Instead, after the worst of the burning had passed, she seemed to relax, slowly letting out a held breath from her lips.
"I know you weren't. And Rexanna and Harper weren't. And Frey wasn't." But the rest? She knew better than to think she had any fans after that. Sunjata was far too good at earning everyone's favor despite his selfishness. "I am not happy for a lot of reasons. Sunjata is really just a part of a larger issue." she said with a sigh. "But...I can't help but think that I have messed up the best chance I had at being happy anyways...so I am just struggling to come to terms with it." she added, voice barely a whisper.
"I know you weren't. And Rexanna and Harper weren't. And Frey wasn't." But the rest? She knew better than to think she had any fans after that. Sunjata was far too good at earning everyone's favor despite his selfishness. "I am not happy for a lot of reasons. Sunjata is really just a part of a larger issue." she said with a sigh. "But...I can't help but think that I have messed up the best chance I had at being happy anyways...so I am just struggling to come to terms with it." she added, voice barely a whisper.
