PHOEBE
Let you go and the lonely in
To take my heart again
To take my heart again
Phoebe sighed and shook her head. He wasn't getting it - but then again, as she recalled, Loren hadn't been close enough to hear to gain context either. "This...this was the sort of ask as if...as if Abasi was going to marry someone else, and you asked him not to." she said quietly, unsure how to explain it and so falling back onto a poor simile. "Except you were never together just...clicked and never addressed it." she added, trying to clarify and knowing she wasn't getting anywhere close. Why did things always have to be so complicated?
"Harper said everything I wanted someone to say to me that day. Everything I had ever begged other people to say and he just...knew." she said quietly, brows furrowing with irritation at herself. "I should have left with him that day. I should've left Jata at the alter and just...gone home with Harper and I didn't. And...every day that passes makes me realize that I likely destroyed my one chance to maybe have something with someone who actually was good for me." she said, almost whispering. She had never said any of this before, but finally giving voice to passing thoughts made her stomach clench uncomfortably.
"Harper said everything I wanted someone to say to me that day. Everything I had ever begged other people to say and he just...knew." she said quietly, brows furrowing with irritation at herself. "I should have left with him that day. I should've left Jata at the alter and just...gone home with Harper and I didn't. And...every day that passes makes me realize that I likely destroyed my one chance to maybe have something with someone who actually was good for me." she said, almost whispering. She had never said any of this before, but finally giving voice to passing thoughts made her stomach clench uncomfortably.
