OLIVER
If it wasn't a problem then why point it out? Why make fun of him and say he's 'nauseatingly' happy as if it were an issue. It may have been poking fun to Loren, but to Oliver, it was him being made fun of. There was nothing good about being so happy that it makes someone else mad. Oliver wasn't really sure what to say or how to respond to his remark. With a slight shrug, he glanced over at him briefly. "A lot is on my mind....and honestly, I don't think you would want to listen to all of it so I won't bore you." Was a nice way of saying that Oliver knew Loren didn't give a flying shit so why waste his time. Loren made it clear that he rarely ever cared about Oliver's personal life, the only time he seemed to care was when it came to his memories.
Oliver half expected Loren to laugh at him. To continue to make fun of him for being oh so excited and turned on by whatever the fuck Loren thinks he's into. It's not that Loren isn't attractive, but Oliver would never view him like that. Never. He's said it before, Loren is a brother to him. Of course, he cant help but want to say more. Oliver told Harper, but now it looks like he's telling Loren. Unlike Harper, though, Loren is a bit more forward.
A soft sigh escapes his lips and he turns to look at Loren, finally landing his eyes on his friend. "I fucked up with Frey." He was tired, exhausted, and regretted every moment of that interaction. "To put it simply, I went to Frey because I was so in love with a certain ascended. He flirted with me and I thought that meant he wanted to date me or thought I was a great person, but I let it get to me and honestly, it ruined me. It was stupid of me to do that and of course, stupid me had to go ramble on to Frey about my horniness for the dude." Some of the choice words came out harsh and aggressive, showing just how Oliver viewed himself and the situation.
So unlike with Harper who didn't actually see what happened, Loren knew. Oliver couldn't beat around the bush about it. "I can no longer use this." He gestured down to his crotch. "As far as I'm aware, it's permanent." And with that, he finally let out a deep sigh and paused for a moment before speaking a final time. "Any questions?"
Oliver half expected Loren to laugh at him. To continue to make fun of him for being oh so excited and turned on by whatever the fuck Loren thinks he's into. It's not that Loren isn't attractive, but Oliver would never view him like that. Never. He's said it before, Loren is a brother to him. Of course, he cant help but want to say more. Oliver told Harper, but now it looks like he's telling Loren. Unlike Harper, though, Loren is a bit more forward.
A soft sigh escapes his lips and he turns to look at Loren, finally landing his eyes on his friend. "I fucked up with Frey." He was tired, exhausted, and regretted every moment of that interaction. "To put it simply, I went to Frey because I was so in love with a certain ascended. He flirted with me and I thought that meant he wanted to date me or thought I was a great person, but I let it get to me and honestly, it ruined me. It was stupid of me to do that and of course, stupid me had to go ramble on to Frey about my horniness for the dude." Some of the choice words came out harsh and aggressive, showing just how Oliver viewed himself and the situation.
So unlike with Harper who didn't actually see what happened, Loren knew. Oliver couldn't beat around the bush about it. "I can no longer use this." He gestured down to his crotch. "As far as I'm aware, it's permanent." And with that, he finally let out a deep sigh and paused for a moment before speaking a final time. "Any questions?"
I JUST WANT MY EXISTENCE
TO BE MORE THAN TREMBLING
TO BE MORE THAN TREMBLING
