OLIVER
It was only confirmed by how Loren responded that he only offered to listen due to customs. He had no real interest in hearing all of his troubles or experiences going on recently, so why waste Loren's time or energy expelling all of his tales? Maybe if he had something positive to say he would indulge Loren, but seeing as he had nothing, he chose to remain quiet.
Loren remained quiet, which Oliver of course over-analyzed. Most likely, the man was internally mocking him. Seeing his plight as an admission of his stupidity and inability to properly function in life. Of course he had to get fucked over by Frey, the boy who craved the attention of the gods so dearly. Loren's response, though, confused him ever so slightly. "Fulfilling and exciting lives? How so? And how exactly am I supposed to live one of these lives if I can't exactly....do what Frey centers around." The last part came out more as a question since he wasn't entirely sure how to word it. Didn't Frey's motivations revolve around sex? So why take that away from him?
What Loren said next wasn't too surprising and honestly, he agreed with him. "Trust me, I know." He was tired and exhausted, somewhat annoyed that Loren would assume that he thought his issues were bigger than others. "It's honestly more embarrassing than anything else. As you saw, it's kinda hard to hide. It's an inconvenience and there are certain people that I really hope don't see me like this." So while Harper knew he couldn't have sex anymore, he didn't need to see that. It was far too much for Oliver to force on him and it was terribly embarrassing as well.
"Frey just kinda...did it. One moment it was in front of me and then the next? My di- body was altered and...yeah." It was a bit more of an explanation of what happened than actually answering Loren's question. "I don't know... I don't know how to fix it and I don't see why it wouldn't be permanent... I guess I just don't wanna get my hopes up."
Loren remained quiet, which Oliver of course over-analyzed. Most likely, the man was internally mocking him. Seeing his plight as an admission of his stupidity and inability to properly function in life. Of course he had to get fucked over by Frey, the boy who craved the attention of the gods so dearly. Loren's response, though, confused him ever so slightly. "Fulfilling and exciting lives? How so? And how exactly am I supposed to live one of these lives if I can't exactly....do what Frey centers around." The last part came out more as a question since he wasn't entirely sure how to word it. Didn't Frey's motivations revolve around sex? So why take that away from him?
What Loren said next wasn't too surprising and honestly, he agreed with him. "Trust me, I know." He was tired and exhausted, somewhat annoyed that Loren would assume that he thought his issues were bigger than others. "It's honestly more embarrassing than anything else. As you saw, it's kinda hard to hide. It's an inconvenience and there are certain people that I really hope don't see me like this." So while Harper knew he couldn't have sex anymore, he didn't need to see that. It was far too much for Oliver to force on him and it was terribly embarrassing as well.
"Frey just kinda...did it. One moment it was in front of me and then the next? My di- body was altered and...yeah." It was a bit more of an explanation of what happened than actually answering Loren's question. "I don't know... I don't know how to fix it and I don't see why it wouldn't be permanent... I guess I just don't wanna get my hopes up."
I JUST WANT MY EXISTENCE
TO BE MORE THAN TREMBLING
TO BE MORE THAN TREMBLING
