OLIVER
There was....a lot to process. Almost all of what Loren said sounded incorrect, like he had made massive assumptions about him. Shaking his head, Oliver bit down on his lip briefly, trying to actually consider what he was going to say next. He had to choose his words carefully since already he had been misunderstood. "If you could...I want to learn more about Frey. Tell me what you know so that I may improve myself for the future....what I have done probably wont be forgiven because I know that I was immature and stupid, but I at least want to better myself." He truly did want to learn from his mistake because he knew that he was the only one to blame. Frey was only giving him what he deserved.
And speaking of what he deserved, Loren had misunderstood him. "Listen, I know that life isn't all about sex. Trust me. I'm completely fine with not doing it ever again or only carrying about the other person. What my worry is that someone will be incapable of loving me because of my mistake." His voice trailed off as he turned to look off to the side momentarily before his eyes returned to land on Loren. "I worry that someone will think I'm stupid and that they will be incapable of loving me because I'm broken. I'm happy with my current self, trust me. It's just so embarrassing because...I don't know. You already assumed that I miss sex, but guess what, I don't! His voice wasn't angry nor agressive, he simply sounded tired and like he had given up. Oliver wanted to live a normal life, he didn't care anymore that he couldn't have sex. "I want to make someone else happy...but what if they refuse to love a man who was so stupid that he got a wooden dick." The words slipped out without him realizing it, revealing to a person for the first time the full extent of his curse.
Letting out a soft sigh, he ran a hand through his hair. "I mean...I'm not sure if they really count....but there's a guy I kinda like and I told him and....gods he was so nice about it...but...it's complex." Complex because we still don't know what happens in the thread due to timeline issues. Complex because he still lives in fear that if Harper and him never work out in the end, that he wont find someone as nice and supportive as his friend. "But...he doesn't know what it is. He only knows I cant have sex...so I'm kinda just...scared of showing him...but that's assuming he even wants to see me like that." He wasn't self deprecating, really, he sounded more confused than anything else. This was a new area for him and he felt lost.
Trying to cheer himself up and not be a sad little bitch, Oliver tried to put on a fake face. "But hey, you didn't notice anything until I was almost butt ass naked. So maybe I can hide it for the rest of my life."
And speaking of what he deserved, Loren had misunderstood him. "Listen, I know that life isn't all about sex. Trust me. I'm completely fine with not doing it ever again or only carrying about the other person. What my worry is that someone will be incapable of loving me because of my mistake." His voice trailed off as he turned to look off to the side momentarily before his eyes returned to land on Loren. "I worry that someone will think I'm stupid and that they will be incapable of loving me because I'm broken. I'm happy with my current self, trust me. It's just so embarrassing because...I don't know. You already assumed that I miss sex, but guess what, I don't! His voice wasn't angry nor agressive, he simply sounded tired and like he had given up. Oliver wanted to live a normal life, he didn't care anymore that he couldn't have sex. "I want to make someone else happy...but what if they refuse to love a man who was so stupid that he got a wooden dick." The words slipped out without him realizing it, revealing to a person for the first time the full extent of his curse.
Letting out a soft sigh, he ran a hand through his hair. "I mean...I'm not sure if they really count....but there's a guy I kinda like and I told him and....gods he was so nice about it...but...it's complex." Complex because we still don't know what happens in the thread due to timeline issues. Complex because he still lives in fear that if Harper and him never work out in the end, that he wont find someone as nice and supportive as his friend. "But...he doesn't know what it is. He only knows I cant have sex...so I'm kinda just...scared of showing him...but that's assuming he even wants to see me like that." He wasn't self deprecating, really, he sounded more confused than anything else. This was a new area for him and he felt lost.
Trying to cheer himself up and not be a sad little bitch, Oliver tried to put on a fake face. "But hey, you didn't notice anything until I was almost butt ass naked. So maybe I can hide it for the rest of my life."
i saw that my life
was a vast glowing empty page
and i could do anything i wanted
