And I won't regret the lives I didn't lead
I knew you, I loved you
It was hard to engage in the argument about this because he could only really guess at his intentions and thoughts prior to the forgetting from what had been written in his diary and what he thought he'd do now. Remi's laugh and 'fuck you' only served to further cement his point about them talking on different wavelengths and he sighed, placing his head in his hands and feeling rather hopeless indeed.
"I mean...I am, right now, genuinely trying to fix this. To talk to you. To work something out. But everything I say you see as some kind of insult or jab...there's no way for me to just...say things. You hear things differently from how I say them and I run out of ways to put things, Remi. I don't know if I'm just terrible at this or if we're just...incompatible people, but...you don't hear what I'm saying. I don't think I hear you either." He shrugged, still pushing his fingers up through his hair. "I'm sure even this you'll think is horrible somehow. I don't know how else to talk to you. I want...I wish I could redo it all. Do better by you, know how to speak to make things properly better. But I don't."
"I mean...I am, right now, genuinely trying to fix this. To talk to you. To work something out. But everything I say you see as some kind of insult or jab...there's no way for me to just...say things. You hear things differently from how I say them and I run out of ways to put things, Remi. I don't know if I'm just terrible at this or if we're just...incompatible people, but...you don't hear what I'm saying. I don't think I hear you either." He shrugged, still pushing his fingers up through his hair. "I'm sure even this you'll think is horrible somehow. I don't know how else to talk to you. I want...I wish I could redo it all. Do better by you, know how to speak to make things properly better. But I don't."
Let that be all that I need
SAMUEL
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