And I won't regret the lives I didn't lead
I knew you, I loved you
Sam was beginning to have difficulties recognising how much of Remi's criticisms towards him were legitimate now - he knew that it was not all as simple as the Alchemist was making out, but he'd never been good at defending himself or arguing, and the little voice in his head that existed purely to beat him up was loving all this new ammo.
Hearing Remi would have married him...that brought a choke to Sam's throat, an unexpected reaction to be sure, but he couldn't help the few tears that escaped. To think he could have had that, what he'd always wanted. Someone dedicated to loving him, who didn't mind people knowing...that it could have been Remi? His mistakes ripped at his heart.
He did not understand why Remi saw his and Loren's relationship as a final sin, didn't even really see how it was a problem. So they had both hurt him, yes, but what did their being together now have to do with that? Though...as he thought on it, he realised he didn't actually know what Loren had done, and Loren had said a few times himself he'd made horrible mistakes...a curiosity sparked in Sam, and well, Remi seemed quite willing to rant at the moment. "What...did Loren do to make you hate him so much?"
Hearing Remi would have married him...that brought a choke to Sam's throat, an unexpected reaction to be sure, but he couldn't help the few tears that escaped. To think he could have had that, what he'd always wanted. Someone dedicated to loving him, who didn't mind people knowing...that it could have been Remi? His mistakes ripped at his heart.
He did not understand why Remi saw his and Loren's relationship as a final sin, didn't even really see how it was a problem. So they had both hurt him, yes, but what did their being together now have to do with that? Though...as he thought on it, he realised he didn't actually know what Loren had done, and Loren had said a few times himself he'd made horrible mistakes...a curiosity sparked in Sam, and well, Remi seemed quite willing to rant at the moment. "What...did Loren do to make you hate him so much?"
Let that be all that I need
SAMUEL
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