OLIVER
Remi was once again misunderstanding, but was Oliver really surprised anymore? "I didn't intentionally forget to mention it! And if you also remember, you basically told me to get lost! So I didn't exactly have the time to tell you." Remi basically left him high and dry in the middle of the conversation, meaning even if Oliver had plans of mentioning it, Remi had already left before he could even try and mention it! "I would never intentionally hurt you and I'm sorry I forgot. I am here because I wanted to fix it." But fixing it wasn't even an option, so it seemed.
The logic was absolutely flawed and Oliver still had much room to grow. He needed to learn how to prioritize things, to understand his problems were minute. Unimportant. He was narcissistic in many ways and still needed to face so many trials and tribulations. "Did you miss the part of why I spoke to you?! I came all the way here to fucking return the gods damn pendant. The only reason why I suggested you telling me about is because I want to be able to find a proper place to put it. And I have been trying to get to know you! That's why I keep asking you questions. I want to understand the new you so that I can stop pissing you off!" Was Remi really this dense? Oliver said it very clearly that he wanted to know more so that he could get to know the new Remi. Why the fuck else would he be asking questions?! Unlike Remi, Oliver wanted to maintain some semblance of a friendship, even if it would possibly be toxic in nature. Oliver was refusing to let go of the past and wanted to desperately hold onto the idea of maintaining a connection to the man who he once could call a friend.
The logic was absolutely flawed and Oliver still had much room to grow. He needed to learn how to prioritize things, to understand his problems were minute. Unimportant. He was narcissistic in many ways and still needed to face so many trials and tribulations. "Did you miss the part of why I spoke to you?! I came all the way here to fucking return the gods damn pendant. The only reason why I suggested you telling me about is because I want to be able to find a proper place to put it. And I have been trying to get to know you! That's why I keep asking you questions. I want to understand the new you so that I can stop pissing you off!" Was Remi really this dense? Oliver said it very clearly that he wanted to know more so that he could get to know the new Remi. Why the fuck else would he be asking questions?! Unlike Remi, Oliver wanted to maintain some semblance of a friendship, even if it would possibly be toxic in nature. Oliver was refusing to let go of the past and wanted to desperately hold onto the idea of maintaining a connection to the man who he once could call a friend.
i just want my existance to be
more than trembling
more than trembling
