only one only one.
Remi swallowed hard at that. Normally shitty humour was all the plaster the two needed to abridge whatever came between them. Nodding, the alchemist's anger and need properly neutered by Ronin's reluctance, Remi offered his husband a quick and ashamed smile, before linking his hands behind his back.
Shaking his head as if to cut off what Ronin was trying to say, Remi bit the inside of his lip. "I didn't mean what I said." He interjected lamely, doubting it would help. "That all makes sense...I guess." It didn't, but not because of anything Ronin had or hadn't done; gods work in mysterious ways and all that, and Remi wouldn't pretend that this strange quest was something he understood.
"Seeing you like that...I...I just wasn't prepared. Being back in the grounds during LongNight, it was all too much. I lost control." Remi's fingers clenched behind his back, wanting nothing more than to reach out to Ronin, to tug him close. It made him feel monstrous, to be the thing Ronin feared. To make the Star's heart leap in the worst of ways.
Shaking his head as if to cut off what Ronin was trying to say, Remi bit the inside of his lip. "I didn't mean what I said." He interjected lamely, doubting it would help. "That all makes sense...I guess." It didn't, but not because of anything Ronin had or hadn't done; gods work in mysterious ways and all that, and Remi wouldn't pretend that this strange quest was something he understood.
"Seeing you like that...I...I just wasn't prepared. Being back in the grounds during LongNight, it was all too much. I lost control." Remi's fingers clenched behind his back, wanting nothing more than to reach out to Ronin, to tug him close. It made him feel monstrous, to be the thing Ronin feared. To make the Star's heart leap in the worst of ways.
the alchemist
Speaks with a thick Italian accent.
Force and magic can be used against Remi without permission.
Force and magic can be used against Remi without permission.
