there's an ocean in my body
there's a river in my soul
Thankfully Loren didn't have any more news to impart - if there was anything else Sam thought he might cry; the question though...how did he feel about it? He looked up, frowning, mouth set in a hard line. Could Loren really not work that out for himself?
"Well, not good, Loren." He snapped, then sighed and pushed his hands to his face again, shaking his head down at the ground. "You have no commitment to me, so I can't be mad. But you...you know what Nate did to me, and I thought me and you had something...I don't know.." Moving to hug himself, Sam looked off to the side. "I thought we got on, and you'd respect our relationship enough to not do that. I..maybe I can't ask that of you. I don't know."
Looking back up to Loren, he added: "I'm not going to yell at you or anything."
"Well, not good, Loren." He snapped, then sighed and pushed his hands to his face again, shaking his head down at the ground. "You have no commitment to me, so I can't be mad. But you...you know what Nate did to me, and I thought me and you had something...I don't know.." Moving to hug himself, Sam looked off to the side. "I thought we got on, and you'd respect our relationship enough to not do that. I..maybe I can't ask that of you. I don't know."
Looking back up to Loren, he added: "I'm not going to yell at you or anything."
if I see a sign in the sky tonight
No one's gonna tell me it's a trick of the light
SAMuEL
