there's an ocean in my body
there's a river in my soul
As Loren said 'yes' Sam closed his eyes and sighed; he could hardly pretend it didn't bother him after that. Gently he spread his hand out and tapped it against Loren's chest as he spoke, trying to plan out his words carefully. "..I...I know I have no right to be upset and we agreed that we weren't committed to each other. But I just...it does bother me when I think of you being like this with someone else. I...I think this feels special, that's all." Looking down he felt incredibly embarrassed in that moment, wondering if Loren just considered this to be another night.
He stayed where he was for the moment cuddled into Loren's side, but he was a little tense and awkward now, not quite fitting together with Loren quite as well as he had. On one hand he felt bad for bringing this up right after they'd had a good time, but on the other...he knew he couldn't do this forever. He wasn't made for casual, no matter how hard he tried.
He stayed where he was for the moment cuddled into Loren's side, but he was a little tense and awkward now, not quite fitting together with Loren quite as well as he had. On one hand he felt bad for bringing this up right after they'd had a good time, but on the other...he knew he couldn't do this forever. He wasn't made for casual, no matter how hard he tried.
if I see a sign in the sky tonight
No one's gonna tell me it's a trick of the light
SAMuEL
