Loren snorted at Weaver's comment. "But it's one of my more charming qualities." When he realized he'd made another self-deprecating joke, he sighed. "Sorry. Habit. Being told for most of your life how awful you are, and doing some pretty terrible things makes it hard to have a...healthy self-image." Grimacing, he rubbed the back of his head awkwardly.
Shrugging, he nodded. 'I know. It's not...I don't know if he wants kids. I know Ascended can't have them, though. Physically." They hadn't talked about it, because that would require them to talk about their future together, which wasn't something he'd felt up to doing.
At least not yet.
"There's more though. He's on the council of the Hollowed Ground, and he hates Zariah. I'm...not willing to give up my position here." His tone was sad, and he gave her a chagrined look.
Letting out a huff of laughter, he rubbed his hands together nervously. "I don't really have a type. It's...well...I'm ah, not particular that way." Clearing his throat awkwardly, he couldn't quite meet her eyes. "But he's very different from when I first met him. And...the death of his daughter devastated him. I don't blame him for how he's coping, and it's my fault he and Ronin want nothing to do with me." That wasn't him putting himself down again. It was simply the truth, at least as he saw it.
Shrugging, he nodded. 'I know. It's not...I don't know if he wants kids. I know Ascended can't have them, though. Physically." They hadn't talked about it, because that would require them to talk about their future together, which wasn't something he'd felt up to doing.
At least not yet.
"There's more though. He's on the council of the Hollowed Ground, and he hates Zariah. I'm...not willing to give up my position here." His tone was sad, and he gave her a chagrined look.
Letting out a huff of laughter, he rubbed his hands together nervously. "I don't really have a type. It's...well...I'm ah, not particular that way." Clearing his throat awkwardly, he couldn't quite meet her eyes. "But he's very different from when I first met him. And...the death of his daughter devastated him. I don't blame him for how he's coping, and it's my fault he and Ronin want nothing to do with me." That wasn't him putting himself down again. It was simply the truth, at least as he saw it.
you are lost, hope is gone
but you must go on
Loren
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