When Weaver didn't respond right away, Loren found himself tensing, fully expecting heated words. However, as she responded almost reasonably, he blinked instead, shock writ large on his features for a moment before he schooled them into a neutral mask. "Does it matter?" His words were carefully devoid of anything that might give away his feelings.
Still, his eyes narrowed slightly. "That's not the only thing I've done. I've tried to take my own life, twice. In front of other people both times, people I professed to care about. I've treated my friends like shit in a fit of pique. I've managed to alienate pretty much anyone whose ever known me given enough time, because I am selfish, don't think about others, and am careless in both speech and action." As he spoke, he grew more withdrawn, more standoffish, colder.
Still, his eyes narrowed slightly. "That's not the only thing I've done. I've tried to take my own life, twice. In front of other people both times, people I professed to care about. I've treated my friends like shit in a fit of pique. I've managed to alienate pretty much anyone whose ever known me given enough time, because I am selfish, don't think about others, and am careless in both speech and action." As he spoke, he grew more withdrawn, more standoffish, colder.
you are lost, hope is gone
but you must go on
Loren
Base Code by Sky!
