Deimos the Reaper You can't take back the cards you've dealt on this long and lonely road to hell the throne must be such a sad and lonely place Deimos had long since fallen into the role of predator. Once, it’d all been a game, eager, young boys waiting to make their fortunes in boldness and acrimony. Thereafter, when blades had fallen, bones had been whittled away and bleached by the sun, when flesh had peeled apart from bone, when faces that had been friends were no longer recognizable, the playing, the diversions, were long gone. He’d been solidified, carved, molded into a scythe, a stone, a bayonet, an instrument of death. Survival had drenched him in detachment, persistence, endurance, and strength had layered him into a terrifying, demonic figure. He’d lived, but only just so, in the waking, breathing instances of tangibility, touching and scalding the earth, blistering fortifications because he could and for a while it was habit, it was comforting, it was something beyond misery, melancholy, and agony. When it’d begun to peel away again, when some form of assuaging touched over his skin, when he laughed instead of hissed, when he smirked instead of growled, the world was his: attainable, reachable, no longer so forlorn, so desolate. Perhaps he’d been cursed, forced to follow these paths of hollowed sanctions, marching in the sketched outlines of triumphs and imminent downfalls, joy robbed from his soul the instant his heart had been lightened. Maybe he’d messed up again, too terrorizing, too menacing, too aggressive and terrifying in a tiny space, believing harm had come to one of them, summoned by those instincts, those puncturing, pulverizing occasions when nightmares were reality, where one carried their companions on shields, where one watched the world burn before them. The Reaper expected them to say something, anything, raise their guards and shove him away (for that would meander along the patterns too, cold and aloof once more), or order him to leave. The beast didn’t look their way, just listened, tense and taut, a fuse kindled, incensed, ready to flee in any direction. It was the sort of strange, bewildering cowardice in a man who’d seen, who’d committed, acts of utter terror, because he knew, he’d experienced, the consequences of his flaws.
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Photo taken at Hero's Square in Budapest, Hungary