Samuel,
I am not sure why it is you think this is an appropriate time for this letter, or for your apology. I don't know what guilt you're trying to relieve, but do it with someone else, because you won't find whatever catharsis you want with me.
Regardless of whether I am happy now or not, whether I think it was too fast, the damage is done. I am Ascended now, with all the bullshit wonderful perks that it brings. Your apology can not make me what I was again, nor can it give me back my sensation, so it is worthless, especially delivered in this manner. I'm not surprised you can't face me though.
Enjoy your season in the sun. With any luck, Deepfrost will pass quickly and you can be back home. I have returned the cloths you sent as well. They will be more useful to the people seeking shelter here, since they can actually feel the temperature here.
I am not sure why it is you think this is an appropriate time for this letter, or for your apology. I don't know what guilt you're trying to relieve, but do it with someone else, because you won't find whatever catharsis you want with me.
Regardless of whether I am happy now or not, whether I think it was too fast, the damage is done. I am Ascended now, with all the bullshit wonderful perks that it brings. Your apology can not make me what I was again, nor can it give me back my sensation, so it is worthless, especially delivered in this manner. I'm not surprised you can't face me though.
Enjoy your season in the sun. With any luck, Deepfrost will pass quickly and you can be back home. I have returned the cloths you sent as well. They will be more useful to the people seeking shelter here, since they can actually feel the temperature here.
Regards,
Nate
