Oliver
At first, Oliver was gradually beginning to feel slightly better. Remi had apologized, so surely he felt bad... right? And it wasn't like Remi just hated him selectively- so maybe things were improving. Getting better... but then he went on and Oliver felt bad. He had possibly said too much, but this is what happens. Oliver understood exactly why Remi would be mad, but that didn't mean that he wasn't frustrated and hurt. It was a hard thing to feel and at this point, he felt like he should at least say something.
Finishing off both glasses, Oliver set them down and stared at the counter, tempted to just ask for more so he could drink himself into oblivion. "I do understand why you felt the way you did, trust me.... I'm sorry that it might've come off as me being insensitive or like I still don't understand why you felt the way you did." Here he was, apologizing and feel bad for having any sort of anger towards Remi. It was far from healthy, but Oliver didn't want to make Remi mad. He didn't want to deal with a fight and if preventing that meant taking the entire blame? Then fine. "I won't lie, I was hurt. I don't know how to feel anymore Remi. I still care about you, so much... but even when I care, I cant help but feel so much anger." It was probably too much to say, but if he had to explain his emotions then fine. Fine. They weren't important, far from it, and many people scoffed at them when he was open with how he felt. It's embarrassing and pitiful.
Finally looking back at Remi, he let out a soft sigh. "What do you want from this? From us? What do you want our relationship to be?" Friends was... probably never going to happen again and it hurt a fuck ton. Oliver just wanted to know what exactly Remi wanted, because he was fully in charge at this point, Oliver merely just being dragged along by a chain. He was fully at the will of the Governor and had no say, not anymore at least.
Finishing off both glasses, Oliver set them down and stared at the counter, tempted to just ask for more so he could drink himself into oblivion. "I do understand why you felt the way you did, trust me.... I'm sorry that it might've come off as me being insensitive or like I still don't understand why you felt the way you did." Here he was, apologizing and feel bad for having any sort of anger towards Remi. It was far from healthy, but Oliver didn't want to make Remi mad. He didn't want to deal with a fight and if preventing that meant taking the entire blame? Then fine. "I won't lie, I was hurt. I don't know how to feel anymore Remi. I still care about you, so much... but even when I care, I cant help but feel so much anger." It was probably too much to say, but if he had to explain his emotions then fine. Fine. They weren't important, far from it, and many people scoffed at them when he was open with how he felt. It's embarrassing and pitiful.
Finally looking back at Remi, he let out a soft sigh. "What do you want from this? From us? What do you want our relationship to be?" Friends was... probably never going to happen again and it hurt a fuck ton. Oliver just wanted to know what exactly Remi wanted, because he was fully in charge at this point, Oliver merely just being dragged along by a chain. He was fully at the will of the Governor and had no say, not anymore at least.
My heart beating, my soul breathing,
I found my life when I laid it down,
Upward falling, spirit soaring
I found my life when I laid it down,
Upward falling, spirit soaring
