So you drink your day away till the liquor in your mouth laughs
All Nate can do is shrug in response to Amun, another battle he knows he isn't going to win, but all he does is stake his life on hills no one should ever need to die on. Would he even be himself, if he didn't? "I think it's doing something. That's all I need. Alright?"
Nate sucked in a breath between his teeth and clenched them, willing himself to keep his tone even, his voice steady. "I can't fix anything else Amun. You're not the only person who's lonely, you're not the only one who doesn't know what the fuck is going on. If I figure out how to make it better, I will happily share it with you. But I can fucking work on myself, if you've got a real problem. I can try to repair some of whatever's wrong there." Though the want to do so was slipping more and more.
"So because I don't talk to you, I'm not doing enough?" Nate could barely believe what he was hearing, didn't understand the audacity of Amun, his expression, his crossed arms. "First off, if you're really going to bitch about that, it's a two way street. And second, I do spend time with other's in the Family, just for fun. Deliberately and otherwise. Just because you don't see it doesn't mean it doesn't happen."
Nate sucked in a breath between his teeth and clenched them, willing himself to keep his tone even, his voice steady. "I can't fix anything else Amun. You're not the only person who's lonely, you're not the only one who doesn't know what the fuck is going on. If I figure out how to make it better, I will happily share it with you. But I can fucking work on myself, if you've got a real problem. I can try to repair some of whatever's wrong there." Though the want to do so was slipping more and more.
"So because I don't talk to you, I'm not doing enough?" Nate could barely believe what he was hearing, didn't understand the audacity of Amun, his expression, his crossed arms. "First off, if you're really going to bitch about that, it's a two way street. And second, I do spend time with other's in the Family, just for fun. Deliberately and otherwise. Just because you don't see it doesn't mean it doesn't happen."
NATE
