Smother me with pillows and kindness, in which I have never seen
Please slit my perfect throat with the knife that I gave you
That there was a way back...well, he had to take it. As much as he didn't want to, as much as he knew Amalia would be heartbroken; what other choice was there? The Voice was the closest thing to a parent he'd ever had and without her, he'd die. It was simple enough and maybe, through careful consideration and patience, he could cultivate his position in the family to be one more benefiting him: one where he could be quieter about his service, could sit out of the things he didn't like.
"I...I wan-want to speak clearly ag..again." It had been one of the hardest parts of the entire transformation, even with his death looming on the horizon. To have his ideas blocked and stopped, his words stuck in his throat; it clouded his entire life and day. "I'm...I've act-actually found I like my bo..body as it is. It's...I d-don't know. I feel confident. As me, li-like this." As far as his sex went, anyway.
The conditions she laid out were fair enough; having gone away once he would not do it again, not when he knew the consequences. "...I..I un-understand. Um...can I.." Sam sighed, only just realising what he'd heard and the words bouncing around in his head. "...Do you re-really? Love me? N...no one else ever has."
"I...I wan-want to speak clearly ag..again." It had been one of the hardest parts of the entire transformation, even with his death looming on the horizon. To have his ideas blocked and stopped, his words stuck in his throat; it clouded his entire life and day. "I'm...I've act-actually found I like my bo..body as it is. It's...I d-don't know. I feel confident. As me, li-like this." As far as his sex went, anyway.
The conditions she laid out were fair enough; having gone away once he would not do it again, not when he knew the consequences. "...I..I un-understand. Um...can I.." Sam sighed, only just realising what he'd heard and the words bouncing around in his head. "...Do you re-really? Love me? N...no one else ever has."
When I told you "I love you" in my home
Just stab me in the back
