Smother me with pillows and kindness, in which I have never seen
Please slit my perfect throat with the knife that I gave you
Sam was relieved to hear the Voice wouldn't insist on 'correcting' his body; as much as he didn't want to be here at all, that had been a large part of the hesitation, the fear that the newfound acceptance of himself would be for nothing in the end. At least he had gotten something out of this whole experience, even if it wasn't ending the way he had planned it to.
Her question was one he had not expected in answer to his own and Sam paused, chewing on his lip. Immediately he thought of his recent time with Zeph, how he'd felt so comfortable and unjudged and loved with the man simply because of the way Zeph treated him kindly; he thought of the moments when he'd felt best in tune with Jigano or even when, before it all went wrong, he and Remi had their moments of laughter or happiness.
"Its...when you an-and someone ca-care for each other eno..enough that you can la-laugh, and have a nice ti-time, no matter wh..what anyone from out..outside might think. Where you c-could be with that...that person forever and no-not mind." A soft smile appeared on his face, even given the circumstances.
Her question was one he had not expected in answer to his own and Sam paused, chewing on his lip. Immediately he thought of his recent time with Zeph, how he'd felt so comfortable and unjudged and loved with the man simply because of the way Zeph treated him kindly; he thought of the moments when he'd felt best in tune with Jigano or even when, before it all went wrong, he and Remi had their moments of laughter or happiness.
"Its...when you an-and someone ca-care for each other eno..enough that you can la-laugh, and have a nice ti-time, no matter wh..what anyone from out..outside might think. Where you c-could be with that...that person forever and no-not mind." A soft smile appeared on his face, even given the circumstances.
When I told you "I love you" in my home
Just stab me in the back
