There's a darkness down inside me
That I know we'll both enjoy
That I know we'll both enjoy
"I make no promises that he won't get you alone somehow," she teases back, well aware of Deimos' penchant for protectiveness. Already she knows she will have to personally bear his disappointment and confusion, as surely he won't understand why Hotaru has decided to open her previously wounded heart once more to the man that had so hurt her. In the end, she knows Deimos will support her. That even if he disagrees, he will be at her side during the wedding, and that's all Hotaru can ask for. Sunjata and Deimos...now that's a combination she can't avoid, and can only partially defend the man from. Hey, at least Nate is safe she thinks. Small mercies.
"That's enough time for me. I promised Wessex I'd help rescue a diety when Flowerbirth arrived, so I don't know how long it will take. LongHeat would be better, especially if I'm expected to make a sufficient dress." The glimmer of amusement in her eyes is clear, because she's a seamstress of course, and nobody could clothe her better than her own hands can. There's so much more she wants to ask, but suddenly feels unsure doing. But if she can't say it now, when can she? "Not to ruin the moment, but I...well, Sunjata you know how I feel about the topic. But if there comes a time when children are wanted, or expected...I just ask that regardless of who you may bite or sleep with, that that is something reserved only for us." Sunjata knows how terrified she is of having kids again, but of how desperately she longs for it. Just as she knows he doesn't want them himself, or hadn't when he'd been with Phoebe. But Nate deserves to know as well, even if his genetic material is no longer present and capable of reproduction. "And if you need to change things with the wedding because of me, I understand. I don't need anything material to know that I have promised myself to you. And if we plan this for LongHeat, I'll help however I can." But if they do, it would certainly be an honor that she wouldn't ignore.
"That's enough time for me. I promised Wessex I'd help rescue a diety when Flowerbirth arrived, so I don't know how long it will take. LongHeat would be better, especially if I'm expected to make a sufficient dress." The glimmer of amusement in her eyes is clear, because she's a seamstress of course, and nobody could clothe her better than her own hands can. There's so much more she wants to ask, but suddenly feels unsure doing. But if she can't say it now, when can she? "Not to ruin the moment, but I...well, Sunjata you know how I feel about the topic. But if there comes a time when children are wanted, or expected...I just ask that regardless of who you may bite or sleep with, that that is something reserved only for us." Sunjata knows how terrified she is of having kids again, but of how desperately she longs for it. Just as she knows he doesn't want them himself, or hadn't when he'd been with Phoebe. But Nate deserves to know as well, even if his genetic material is no longer present and capable of reproduction. "And if you need to change things with the wedding because of me, I understand. I don't need anything material to know that I have promised myself to you. And if we plan this for LongHeat, I'll help however I can." But if they do, it would certainly be an honor that she wouldn't ignore.
and it's screaming from within me
to have us set it free
to have us set it free
