kidnap me from my reality & crushed pieces of my soul
Remi's smile grows and grows as if he's never heard anything so wonderful in his life. And really, he hasn't. He's had all the adventures and experiences one could ever hope to have; what else is there for him to do spend the rest of his life focused only on Ronin? "I always knew you were the one for me." He says with a bright laugh that bubbles out from the back of his throat.
Letting Ronin shift slightly, Remi considered for a moment before shrugging half-heartedly. "Not always. Lately its been pointed out for me." He says softly. "I think I...just need to decide what sort of person I want to be, and hold myself to it. I've let my emotions, or lack thereof, dictate how I act for so long now." And I thought it was fine, right up until I didn't.
Smiling at the feeling of Ronin's lips on his knuckles, Remi lets his head sink into the pillow all the more as he sighs out some of his tension. "I scare me, I think. Someone suggested that..maybe I've stopped feeling things, because if I do, I'll feel them all too strongly." It didn't matter that it was Finn who'd said it. Did it? "I'm worried that if I keep on like this, one day there won't be enough of me for even you anymore, no matter how much you love me now." Letting his eyes flit to the storm outside for a moment, he returns his stare to his husband's face with a soft sort of resignation. "I'm afraid of how much it will hurt, if I do care again. The last time.." With Aoife...Well. They both knew how that had gone.
Letting Ronin shift slightly, Remi considered for a moment before shrugging half-heartedly. "Not always. Lately its been pointed out for me." He says softly. "I think I...just need to decide what sort of person I want to be, and hold myself to it. I've let my emotions, or lack thereof, dictate how I act for so long now." And I thought it was fine, right up until I didn't.
Smiling at the feeling of Ronin's lips on his knuckles, Remi lets his head sink into the pillow all the more as he sighs out some of his tension. "I scare me, I think. Someone suggested that..maybe I've stopped feeling things, because if I do, I'll feel them all too strongly." It didn't matter that it was Finn who'd said it. Did it? "I'm worried that if I keep on like this, one day there won't be enough of me for even you anymore, no matter how much you love me now." Letting his eyes flit to the storm outside for a moment, he returns his stare to his husband's face with a soft sort of resignation. "I'm afraid of how much it will hurt, if I do care again. The last time.." With Aoife...Well. They both knew how that had gone.
colour me outside the lines
until my shattered heart is whole
REMI
Speaks with a thick Italian accent.
Force and magic can be used against Remi without permission.
Force and magic can be used against Remi without permission.
