Call it what you want

sam So please please please, let me get what I want this time Feeling without feeling was difficult to put into words, a mental disconnect where he knew the placement of Remi's hands but felt nothing; no heat or real contact. Having never done anything like this prior to his Ascension Sam had little to compare it to either, just ghosts of things he'd read filling in the gaps. It didn't really matter though - he was not in this for the physical aspect. His name spoken in a concerned tone snapped through him immediately, Sam sitting back from Remi (but letting the hand stay on his chest), worried he had done something to break the odd spell Remi had been under that had actually made him like him. "I-um. Not in the same way you do. N-not anymore. But it's fine. I...I don't mind. Really." He tried to smile encouragingly, though it really just came out awkward. Unsure of if the moment was over, he put a tame hand on Remi's knee.