now take what i offer, straight up the nose, down the throat
it's a bearable bruise on your conscious
It does make him feel better, marginally. She kisses the back of his palm and he squeezes her hand lightly with his own, exhaling a long quiet sigh out of his nose when he questions what he needs to do. And really? He thinks she’s joking at first, of how he isn’t ready to hear it. He wants to make changes, wants to be better, is willing to do it if it means that everyone he’s around’s quality of life gets better.
But once again, she’s right. He scans her face, searching for the lie, a muscle feathering in his jaw as he realizes just how unattainable a task it was. The amount of times Sunjata’s driven to the edge and almost taken that leap already shows him that it’s something he can’t do. He doesn’t even know what it’s like. Would they blame him if he held himself to a higher standard?
Would they consider him selfish for not sticking his neck out for any and everyone anymore?
He exhales a shuddering breath, chewing on the inside of his cheek, a sad smile crossing his face as he feels the familiar pinprick of tears burn the back of his eyes. “I can’t do that, Vai.” He wants to try, wants to be better, but the task itself seems huge and insurmountable, an impossible feat that’s too far out of reach.
But once again, she’s right. He scans her face, searching for the lie, a muscle feathering in his jaw as he realizes just how unattainable a task it was. The amount of times Sunjata’s driven to the edge and almost taken that leap already shows him that it’s something he can’t do. He doesn’t even know what it’s like. Would they blame him if he held himself to a higher standard?
Would they consider him selfish for not sticking his neck out for any and everyone anymore?
He exhales a shuddering breath, chewing on the inside of his cheek, a sad smile crossing his face as he feels the familiar pinprick of tears burn the back of his eyes. “I can’t do that, Vai.” He wants to try, wants to be better, but the task itself seems huge and insurmountable, an impossible feat that’s too far out of reach.
but don't it feel good? don't you feel calmer?
i am the way and the life in the best looking truth
Feel free to use magic/force on Sunjata, without killing him <3
Sunjata speaks with an Australian accent and has a passive magic that makes him produce a subtle scent that matches exactly to whatever those around him most desire him to smell like.
