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REMI

the lullaby

I don't know who I am,
& I don't know who I'll be

Remi tries to laugh at that, but his chest is too tight and his teeth have started to chatter. His breathing is coming in hard and shallow pants that he seems helpless to slow or deepen. "Would that I could." He manages, his accent and the chill of his tongue making the words sound slurred.

Remi tries not to flinch away from the contact, but even Ronin's exhales against his skin feel like fire. But he'd nearly jumped into a volcano for Finn; leaning against a bonfire wasn't even something he'd question. "Don't you dare." Remi corrects. "Don't be sorry." If he was capable of tears just now, he'd have cried for the impossible weight his husband had to bear. It isn't an imagined weight either; Remi can feel the current of Ronin's willpower begin to run towards the dregs of what he was capable of.

"Gods I miss you too." Unable to turn to face the man behind me, so heavy were his limbs, Remi merely tries to relax his stiff muscles. "What's happening to me? What..what is this?"

But there's a light up in the attic
and i swear it's calling me

Code blatently stolen from queen of codes, Sky!