Amalia
the shield of safrin
she does not know what it's like
not to have deep emotions
not to have deep emotions
Always jumps immediately to her lips, and it's testament to her overall improved mental health that she doesn't say the word aloud or let it drown out the rest of her thoughts. Instead she simply shrugs and chuckles, running her hand over her wrist until he reaches out to snag it and break her reverie.
"I- nothing. Nothing's wrong." It's an obvious lie but a valiant one, her smile returning to her lips if not quite her eyes. "I just... it's stupid, but I miss Deimos. Not- not our relationship, but having someone. I got so used to feeling loved." Stupid and selfish, given that she was the one to leave it behind.
She shakes her head with a low chuckle, dismissing her own morose thoughts and turning back to the canteen. "We can run hot water on it. That should melt it quickly." Once Remi's healed she'll feel better. Once she's not so gods-damned tired.
"I- nothing. Nothing's wrong." It's an obvious lie but a valiant one, her smile returning to her lips if not quite her eyes. "I just... it's stupid, but I miss Deimos. Not- not our relationship, but having someone. I got so used to feeling loved." Stupid and selfish, given that she was the one to leave it behind.
She shakes her head with a low chuckle, dismissing her own morose thoughts and turning back to the canteen. "We can run hot water on it. That should melt it quickly." Once Remi's healed she'll feel better. Once she's not so gods-damned tired.
even when she feels nothing
she feels it completely
she feels it completely
