arms give away your need
”Yes, well... we can change that.” Ronin smiles into the kiss, nodding above the threshold to their dream home where someone has roughly carved R + R in an obnoxious heart shape all of a sudden. Who could have done such a thing? It will forever be a mystery. It’s only a start, but long enough in this cabin of infinites, and things seen through a lens of blue will naturally start to appear.
At least, it appears that way until Remi speaks again and trepidation starts to creep in. Ronin is just starting to shake his head no when a voice - her voice - cuts him more deeply than he thought possible. His eyes remain locked on Remi’s even as part of him begs to look at her, to reach for the little arms encircling his knee, to hold her again.
But instead he lets his husband go to hug himself, the Star beginning to tremble, breaking Remi’s stare so he can look determinedly out through the door and into the lake. His stomach clenches uncomfortably and Ronin is quite sure he’s about to be sick, and the wetness on his cheeks has appeared quite without his notice. ”I understand,” he mumbles, lips numb, voice suddenly very far away. ”But I won’t... I can’t Remi.”
He squeezes his eyes shut. ”Please get rid of her.” He’s let her go once, and she’s come back to torment him ever since LongNight.
At least, it appears that way until Remi speaks again and trepidation starts to creep in. Ronin is just starting to shake his head no when a voice - her voice - cuts him more deeply than he thought possible. His eyes remain locked on Remi’s even as part of him begs to look at her, to reach for the little arms encircling his knee, to hold her again.
But instead he lets his husband go to hug himself, the Star beginning to tremble, breaking Remi’s stare so he can look determinedly out through the door and into the lake. His stomach clenches uncomfortably and Ronin is quite sure he’s about to be sick, and the wetness on his cheeks has appeared quite without his notice. ”I understand,” he mumbles, lips numb, voice suddenly very far away. ”But I won’t... I can’t Remi.”
He squeezes his eyes shut. ”Please get rid of her.” He’s let her go once, and she’s come back to torment him ever since LongNight.
tie them up and around me
and play me as you please
RONIN
