JUNIPER
you think i'm happy because i'm smiling,
but it's the easiest thing to do
Juniper nodded, glad to see that Bastien wasn't upset -- and that he wanted Azrael to be well-informed rather than fed flattering half-truths. "They're a good kid -- they asked if there was a way they could help us. I told them I'd let them know if I found one."but it's the easiest thing to do
A less scrupulous woman might have kept that piece of information to herself, in hopes of taking advantage of Azrael's childish altruism. But Juniper would rather make sure Azrael's father knew of their offer -- for ethical reasons, but also so there was no suggestion later that she'd tried to trick Azrael.
Then another nod. "It's good to hear that it doesn't weigh on you. You called it a spontaneous choice -- you decided quickly?"
She wanted to ask if he'd been fully aware of the downsides when he'd Ascended, but that seemed like a bit of a leading question -- as if she wanted to imply that he'd made a poor choice. She'd rather not influence Bastien's account with her own preconceived notions.
Still, Juniper couldn't help the bitter cast her face took on as Bastien spoke of the Voice, even though she'd brought up the subject. Potent anger remained in her heart for the goddess who had ordered the attack on her people. But she made herself take a deep breath and calm herself. The Voice's actions weren't Bastien's fault, and Juniper appreciated the insight he offered, even if she doubted the Voice's "good intentions." "She doesn't understand the effects her actions have on the lives of mortals? Or does she simply not care?"
All right, that came out a little sharper than Juniper had intended, and she took another deep breath and smiled, to show that she wasn't angry at Bastien himself. "I don't mean to put you on the spot -- I suspect the only one who could truly answer those questions is the Voice herself. If you are trying to make her understand the consequences of her actions, I hope she heeds your words."
Another nod and another smile, this one less strained and more amused. "I understand. There are Fae I like less than others, too, and some I wouldn't even call my friends."
She pondered for a moment, considering asking Bastien about the Ascended who'd attacked the Mathair specifically, but she felt such targeted questions might seem a bit antagonistic.
if you looked a little closer,
you'd find my eyes aren't smiling too.
you'd find my eyes aren't smiling too.
