right now everything you want is wrong
& right now all your dreams are waking up
& right now all your dreams are waking up
Ronin has forever been the most handsome man Remi has ever laid eyes on; heartbroken and tattered, that hasn't changed at all.
Finn.
'Ah.' Remi should have thought of Finn sooner, and his mouth goes dry as he considers his lookalike. "It is something else, yes." The alchemist agrees, sounding somewhat grave; he isn't proud of his relationship with Finn, but in the spirit of honesty, he'll try his best to lay it bare.
"I don't know if things would have gone so far, if we didn't look so alike." Genuinely, he doesn't know. "At first it was just..a strange attraction. Not physical, of course—" Remi chuckles in a self-deprecating way as he sweeps his fingertips across his eyes. "But it escalated so fast from there. We...I mean, I needed to know about him. Every detail he wouldn't share, and so I...just took them. I pushed him out of his body once to see what it was like to look out of his eyes. We've killed and saved each other countless times in dreams. I wake up next to him in bed and want him, but only as another way to just...get at whatever it is."
Feeling like he's been speaking but not saying much of anything at all, Remi stops and sweeps his eyes across the floor to where Ronin sits. "He brings out this darkness in me like I've never known." He wants to look down, to look away from those blue eyes. Which is precisely why he doesn't. "And I like it. I want to know where it leads and why. I want to know why Finn."
Falling silent, cheeks red, Remi offers his husband a softly confused look. "You don't need to do that because of me, if you are. I know sex is just sex. I was just caught up in everything else."
Finn.
'Ah.' Remi should have thought of Finn sooner, and his mouth goes dry as he considers his lookalike. "It is something else, yes." The alchemist agrees, sounding somewhat grave; he isn't proud of his relationship with Finn, but in the spirit of honesty, he'll try his best to lay it bare.
"I don't know if things would have gone so far, if we didn't look so alike." Genuinely, he doesn't know. "At first it was just..a strange attraction. Not physical, of course—" Remi chuckles in a self-deprecating way as he sweeps his fingertips across his eyes. "But it escalated so fast from there. We...I mean, I needed to know about him. Every detail he wouldn't share, and so I...just took them. I pushed him out of his body once to see what it was like to look out of his eyes. We've killed and saved each other countless times in dreams. I wake up next to him in bed and want him, but only as another way to just...get at whatever it is."
Feeling like he's been speaking but not saying much of anything at all, Remi stops and sweeps his eyes across the floor to where Ronin sits. "He brings out this darkness in me like I've never known." He wants to look down, to look away from those blue eyes. Which is precisely why he doesn't. "And I like it. I want to know where it leads and why. I want to know why Finn."
Falling silent, cheeks red, Remi offers his husband a softly confused look. "You don't need to do that because of me, if you are. I know sex is just sex. I was just caught up in everything else."
The Lullaby
Speaks with a thick Italian accent.
Force and magic can be used against Remi without permission.
Force and magic can be used against Remi without permission.
