right now everything you want is wrong
& right now all your dreams are waking up
& right now all your dreams are waking up
Remi blinks at that, feeling the strangest sort of vulnerability and invasion of privacy as if Finn should only be his. But that reaction is precisely what's so harmful about his relationship with the Spyglass.
Listening, and hearing Ronin's words for the genuine suggestions they are instead of condescending recommendations, Remi shrugs. "I think...it is probably darker than that." He admits. "Finn is..." Remi's smile is hate-filled, his judgement and shame directed solely at himself. "...he's weak enough to be a type of prey I can't but want to chase down. And strong enough that I never quite can catch him." He feels sick for saying the words, and his eyes sting with tears as he forces himself to sit in the discomfort of his own vices. "It's one of those things that I think if I could just have him, I'd be done with it. But..he quite understandably values his privacy and after waking up in his bed so many times, he can hardly look at me." Not that, had Remi not invaded Finn's rooms, he would have agreed to being had in any sense by the Lullaby.
Remi nods a touch at what Ronin has to say, it sounding so sweet and healthy on the heels of Remi's own admission. "I most certainly used it as a patch." He agrees, thinking of how he buried himself in Isla every way he could to escape feeling anything.
Listening, and hearing Ronin's words for the genuine suggestions they are instead of condescending recommendations, Remi shrugs. "I think...it is probably darker than that." He admits. "Finn is..." Remi's smile is hate-filled, his judgement and shame directed solely at himself. "...he's weak enough to be a type of prey I can't but want to chase down. And strong enough that I never quite can catch him." He feels sick for saying the words, and his eyes sting with tears as he forces himself to sit in the discomfort of his own vices. "It's one of those things that I think if I could just have him, I'd be done with it. But..he quite understandably values his privacy and after waking up in his bed so many times, he can hardly look at me." Not that, had Remi not invaded Finn's rooms, he would have agreed to being had in any sense by the Lullaby.
Remi nods a touch at what Ronin has to say, it sounding so sweet and healthy on the heels of Remi's own admission. "I most certainly used it as a patch." He agrees, thinking of how he buried himself in Isla every way he could to escape feeling anything.
The Lullaby
Speaks with a thick Italian accent.
Force and magic can be used against Remi without permission.
Force and magic can be used against Remi without permission.
