even my darkness shines for you
"Remi!" Ronin huffs out an exasperated laugh, and though there's amusement in his eyes, he does try again at this whole 'being truthful' thing. "Sometimes it feels as though you just want to wallow and for things to always be difficult. You can just roll with it sometimes, you know. Just... brew your favourite wine again, or build one of those mobiles that Vai taught you how to make," he suggests, shrugging his shoulders.
"I guess what I'm really trying to say is that it's really hard, sometimes, to keep being the positive bubble trying to lift the mood. Especially when it doesn't feel like it's going anywhere but down." He rubs at the back of his head, almost apologetic for the interjection, but knowing that it's another example of them becoming healthier.
Which... you know. Back to the sex stuff. Ronin can't help but titter as his hand is swatted away, and he desperately wants to reach out and mess up the already messy curls - but he doesn't. "Very fashionable? You? Remi, I love you. I will always love you. But I will believe it when I see it."
"I guess what I'm really trying to say is that it's really hard, sometimes, to keep being the positive bubble trying to lift the mood. Especially when it doesn't feel like it's going anywhere but down." He rubs at the back of his head, almost apologetic for the interjection, but knowing that it's another example of them becoming healthier.
Which... you know. Back to the sex stuff. Ronin can't help but titter as his hand is swatted away, and he desperately wants to reach out and mess up the already messy curls - but he doesn't. "Very fashionable? You? Remi, I love you. I will always love you. But I will believe it when I see it."
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