don't you know i'm no good for you?
Throwing himself into his work has become suddenly stilted, grabbing the saw and placing a board up and marking it while he listens, waits for the ball to drop, the reasons why he was wrong. But Nate mentions they’re good points — still not correct — but points nonetheless. He can’t help the tension in his shoulders at the unsaid ‘but’ that surely follows, hands braced on the edges of the saw horse. He lets the words wash over him, the realization, chewing on the inside of his ruined cheek before he reaches up to rub at the tattoo.
He huffs out a long sigh, head dipping between his shoulders as if he’s hanging it with the heaviness of the realization he’s just had. “I’m a spy.” It’s weak and it hurts, but he hadn’t realized it at the time. All he’d wanted to do was help. All he wanted to do was never have to go without Nate. Eventually he pulls himself together enough to turn around and face his husband.
“I didn’t… I guess some part of me thought she’d find out all along the things I’ve been up to. It’s why I didn’t see her after taking the Voice’s cure.” His jaw clenches and feathers sprinkle out along his neck, in his curls, along his shoulders. “I didn’t realize it.” Here, he stares at Nate’s feet.
He huffs out a long sigh, head dipping between his shoulders as if he’s hanging it with the heaviness of the realization he’s just had. “I’m a spy.” It’s weak and it hurts, but he hadn’t realized it at the time. All he’d wanted to do was help. All he wanted to do was never have to go without Nate. Eventually he pulls himself together enough to turn around and face his husband.
“I didn’t… I guess some part of me thought she’d find out all along the things I’ve been up to. It’s why I didn’t see her after taking the Voice’s cure.” His jaw clenches and feathers sprinkle out along his neck, in his curls, along his shoulders. “I didn’t realize it.” Here, he stares at Nate’s feet.
i've learned to lose, you can't afford to
SUNJATA
Feel free to use magic/force on Sunjata, without killing him <3
Sunjata speaks with an Australian accent and has a passive magic that makes him produce a subtle scent that matches exactly to whatever those around him most desire him to smell like.
