This is your heart undone, Take all the time you want
"Sorry, yes, I'm fine. I really didn't mean to say that, I don't—" know what came over me? Oh, but she does. She really, really does.
With shaky hands and eyes that can't rise up to meet his own, Tobi reaches for the cup and raises it to her lips. Hardly able to take anything more than a sip before her lips start to quiver, the doctor clutches at the cup as she lowers it into her lap. "I guess if I can't even fool you into thinking this is food poisoning after two minutes, no one in the hospital is going to believe me either." She whispers, more to herself than to Ronin.
"I'm so stupid." This is certainly directed just at herself, as she raises a gaze that's as knowing as it is wildly disappointed. "I think home would be best. But..if we could make one stop?" Because of course she had to know for sure.
With shaky hands and eyes that can't rise up to meet his own, Tobi reaches for the cup and raises it to her lips. Hardly able to take anything more than a sip before her lips start to quiver, the doctor clutches at the cup as she lowers it into her lap. "I guess if I can't even fool you into thinking this is food poisoning after two minutes, no one in the hospital is going to believe me either." She whispers, more to herself than to Ronin.
"I'm so stupid." This is certainly directed just at herself, as she raises a gaze that's as knowing as it is wildly disappointed. "I think home would be best. But..if we could make one stop?" Because of course she had to know for sure.
& some will try to help
But there is freedom in breaking down
October
