Aurelia
'cause not everything means something, honey
so say the unsayable, say the most human things
so say the unsayable, say the most human things
She notices him stiffen at her mention of the Order, but she tries not to let it impact her too. It's difficult. Inside, she's always been a mess and all these different pieces have been haphazardly scooped up, all tucked away into the same untouched cavity in her heart. Maybe that's why she lashed out so readily at Hotaru's companion. But there's no going back, and she's more fearful of what might happen if everything festering within her were to explode.
She swallows down the explanation of Deimos and Hotaru's relationship or, more importantly, Deimos and Sunjata's relationship. "He threatened you..." Her teeth grit together angrily. She hadn't even known. "As if Hotaru is perfect. She brought plenty upon herself, and she hurt you too. I mean, she stabbed you. And who goes to bat for you? Huh?" Her nostrils flare as she fumes, and much of what she's saying is simply impulsive, out of anger and her protective nature - she doesn't need a shift for that. "Well, maybe it was no one before, but things are different now. You've got me, Nate, Jack. Safrin. I don't care if Deimos is the General of the fucking Cordillera, or if Hotaru wants to kill herself trying to create a war over personal revenge. I'll be the first person to say for a fact that that will only end in her own death, Sunjata, but, fine. If that's what she wants, she can have it." Her lips snap shut and she stills, huffing. How much of that she meant remains to be seen.
With that said, all that's left for them to do is act. "The jail will be ready for them both, if they have the courage to face the consequences of their own actions," and with a heavily aggravated sigh, she feels her anger dissipate now that it's had a chance to get off her chest. "But with Deimos' help, who knows what else they have planned..." she trails off.
She swallows down the explanation of Deimos and Hotaru's relationship or, more importantly, Deimos and Sunjata's relationship. "He threatened you..." Her teeth grit together angrily. She hadn't even known. "As if Hotaru is perfect. She brought plenty upon herself, and she hurt you too. I mean, she stabbed you. And who goes to bat for you? Huh?" Her nostrils flare as she fumes, and much of what she's saying is simply impulsive, out of anger and her protective nature - she doesn't need a shift for that. "Well, maybe it was no one before, but things are different now. You've got me, Nate, Jack. Safrin. I don't care if Deimos is the General of the fucking Cordillera, or if Hotaru wants to kill herself trying to create a war over personal revenge. I'll be the first person to say for a fact that that will only end in her own death, Sunjata, but, fine. If that's what she wants, she can have it." Her lips snap shut and she stills, huffing. How much of that she meant remains to be seen.
With that said, all that's left for them to do is act. "The jail will be ready for them both, if they have the courage to face the consequences of their own actions," and with a heavily aggravated sigh, she feels her anger dissipate now that it's had a chance to get off her chest. "But with Deimos' help, who knows what else they have planned..." she trails off.
if everything is temporary
I will bear the unbearable
I will bear the unbearable
