See yourself through my eyes

"And here I was told that I was the dangerous one." Remi murmured with a grin. In the back of his mind he wondered just how displeased Jigano would be to hear Sam so cavalier about the unnecessary risks he was taking at Remi's behest. Biting back on the smile that had formed, Remi swallowed uncertainly. He had thought he knew what he was doing once...but now he wasn't so sure anymore. "Awkward? Why?" Remi asked with a curious (and decidedly avian) tilt to his head. Not for the first time, Remi was surprised by just how easy certain things came to Sam. The way he slipped into the bed next to Remi as if he'd been doing it for years made something around Remi's heart simultaneously harden and melt all at the same time. With what felt like a heroic amount of effort, Remi lifted himself slightly, causing his ribs to shuffle and screech in pain, so he could slide an arm behind Sam's head. "Just—" He gulped through a roar of pain as his lashes fluttered with the focus it took to not cry out. "—my side—" Remi finished. On his back as he was, the side nearest to Sam unprotected by his arm, was now fully at the ascended's mercy. Tilting his head towards Sam as well, green pouring into blue, Remi laughed softly, hardly needing much sound at all given how close the other man was. "Oh, so you had something else in mind then?" Remi quipped, his nose scrunching slightly with silent teasing laughter. "I told you I did not know much about dating." I've only had sex on library floors and beds that have broken and in the back of my shop— But of course that went unspoken. But it was still true. Doing things nicely and in the right order was an entirely foreign concept to the alchemist. But then again, he had kissed Sam after only about an hour of knowing him and had had his hands all over him shortly thereafter, so perhaps this wasn't as unfamiliar territory as he'd like to believe. remi I always forget that you can't read my mind