// the anesthetic never set in and i'm wondering where the apathy and urgency is that i thought i phoned in
it's not so pleasant and it's not so conventional, it sure as hell ain't normal but we deal, we deal //
it's not so pleasant and it's not so conventional, it sure as hell ain't normal but we deal, we deal //
“What, you’ve never been to a party before? You been livin’ under a rock?” A noise huffs out of Nate, disbelieving and small. He’s teasing, the tone obvious in his tone, in the way his head tips back and the corners of his grin creep up.
Nate snorts, all but rolling his eyes. “Yea. Safrin hates my fucking guts. She threatens me, I bite my tongue, it’s a whole thing.” A finger rises to twirl in the air, trying to communicate just what a waste of time Nate thought it was. It drops back onto Lilly’s head after only a moment though, a deep sigh sagging his shoulders. “I make it work.”
Nate snorts, all but rolling his eyes. “Yea. Safrin hates my fucking guts. She threatens me, I bite my tongue, it’s a whole thing.” A finger rises to twirl in the air, trying to communicate just what a waste of time Nate thought it was. It drops back onto Lilly’s head after only a moment though, a deep sigh sagging his shoulders. “I make it work.”
// can't take the kid from the fight, take the fight from the kid
sit back, relax, sit back, relapse again //
sit back, relax, sit back, relapse again //
NATE
