LOCKE
"Oh but you do, Seren. No one is going to force your hand and if they do, then it was never your choice. But the second you decide to kill someone, that's on you." He's learned it the hard way, really. And he's not going to kill someone for being one thing rather than another.
He hates that he hurt her, hates that he'll continue to hurt her. He always does. All he knows how to do is hurt the people he cares about, who care about him. He should've known better than to let her get this close to him in the first place. Should've known better than to care himself. "I told you before, that my life hadn't been easy. But knowing someone comes with pain, Seren. Truly opening up hurts everyone involved." It's why he doesn't do it. He'll be the big dumb man who likes to bake sweets and lay on the beach and get drunk and fuck if it means not getting hurt.
"If you want to know someone, you have to learn how to deal with that. I've done bad things and bad things have happened to me too. That's just how it is."
He hates that he hurt her, hates that he'll continue to hurt her. He always does. All he knows how to do is hurt the people he cares about, who care about him. He should've known better than to let her get this close to him in the first place. Should've known better than to care himself. "I told you before, that my life hadn't been easy. But knowing someone comes with pain, Seren. Truly opening up hurts everyone involved." It's why he doesn't do it. He'll be the big dumb man who likes to bake sweets and lay on the beach and get drunk and fuck if it means not getting hurt.
"If you want to know someone, you have to learn how to deal with that. I've done bad things and bad things have happened to me too. That's just how it is."
I'm motivated by the lack of doubt
I'm consecrated but I'm not devout
I'm consecrated but I'm not devout
