Sah
Sah flinched when he felt his wounds begin to mend, looking at the Demi-god in front of him with pure bafflement. "Wh..why heal me? Heal yourself, please. This is my fault. You should be helping yourself. Not me." The phrase, 'I deserve the pain from this, not you', was on the tip of his tongue. But Seren speaking prevented him from doing so. Sah wouldn't dare interrupt her right now.
The Abandoned flinched once more as her words reached him, self-loathing filling him. "I assume that offer is void now." Sah stated painfully and bluntly, fully believing that Seren would want nothing to do with him after this. Sah had lost control of his temper.
The strength of his affinity for lighting meant that the element came easily to him. Too easily. It had reacted to his rage and fear when he heard of the Abandoned children. Seeing his own pups in their place. The raw element had reacted, lashing out, and harming both Seren and himself. The Abandoned hadn't done it intentionally, but it was still his magic. Still his fault. He had scared and hurt Seren. It was unacceptable.
Sah bit his lip hard enough that it nearly bled. Only stopping himself from getting to that point out of fear that Seren would try to heal him again. Lilly had crawled forward even closer, within reach of Seren if she only put a hand out. Whining, the pup slowly approached and if allowed, would begin to lick at the Demi-god's tears.
Seeing Seren sob because of his actions felt like daggers in Sah's heart. His throat felt tight, raw as if he'd been screaming. Remaining where he was, eyes almost desperate with concern, it took all of his willpower not to approach her. "I..Seren.. I'm so sorry. I have no right to judge you or you family. I'm so sorry. " He choked out, not knowing how to fix this situation. The Abandoned so desperately wanted to comfort her, to fix this. But he didn't know how to do so without making it worse.
Even if he couldn't, maybe someone could? "Lilly, call Umbra. Don't howl though." Sah asked his companion, not wanting to set Seren off further. Lilly shot the Abandoned a scathing glare but turned her eyes skyward. Letting out a loud yip that hopefully the dragon would hear, she returned to tending to the Demi-god.
Although Lilly was tender with Seren, through the bond she was sending disappointment and anger towards her own bonded. But underneath it was some concern for Sah's state as well. The crashing emotions in him were overwhelming, and Lilly had to block them out to prevent getting lost in their storm. A storm that was written all over his face, and in the tears beginning to fall silently from his eyes.
The Abandoned flinched once more as her words reached him, self-loathing filling him. "I assume that offer is void now." Sah stated painfully and bluntly, fully believing that Seren would want nothing to do with him after this. Sah had lost control of his temper.
The strength of his affinity for lighting meant that the element came easily to him. Too easily. It had reacted to his rage and fear when he heard of the Abandoned children. Seeing his own pups in their place. The raw element had reacted, lashing out, and harming both Seren and himself. The Abandoned hadn't done it intentionally, but it was still his magic. Still his fault. He had scared and hurt Seren. It was unacceptable.
Sah bit his lip hard enough that it nearly bled. Only stopping himself from getting to that point out of fear that Seren would try to heal him again. Lilly had crawled forward even closer, within reach of Seren if she only put a hand out. Whining, the pup slowly approached and if allowed, would begin to lick at the Demi-god's tears.
Seeing Seren sob because of his actions felt like daggers in Sah's heart. His throat felt tight, raw as if he'd been screaming. Remaining where he was, eyes almost desperate with concern, it took all of his willpower not to approach her. "I..Seren.. I'm so sorry. I have no right to judge you or you family. I'm so sorry. " He choked out, not knowing how to fix this situation. The Abandoned so desperately wanted to comfort her, to fix this. But he didn't know how to do so without making it worse.
Even if he couldn't, maybe someone could? "Lilly, call Umbra. Don't howl though." Sah asked his companion, not wanting to set Seren off further. Lilly shot the Abandoned a scathing glare but turned her eyes skyward. Letting out a loud yip that hopefully the dragon would hear, she returned to tending to the Demi-god.
Although Lilly was tender with Seren, through the bond she was sending disappointment and anger towards her own bonded. But underneath it was some concern for Sah's state as well. The crashing emotions in him were overwhelming, and Lilly had to block them out to prevent getting lost in their storm. A storm that was written all over his face, and in the tears beginning to fall silently from his eyes.
My soul is in the sky
-William Shakespeare
-William Shakespeare
