My mind is where it bent

Remi spoke and spoke, and it grew worse by the second. Sam curled up as tight as he could on the floor, put his hands over his ears. He didn't want to hear this. Excuses, mentions of the others who had come before him, who had been so much better... He caught the word rebound and couldn't help the sob it brought from him. He felt so immensely stupid. He had let Remi take him at his most vulnerable, let him into his bed, let him see him...and this was how it had paid off. Hiding under some boxes in a dark room being told he was a rebound. "Just. Just go a-away, Remi." He said softly at first, speaking more into the floor than anything else. But saying it once almost opened up a dam in him, cracked into the immense desire to just be alone right now. "G-GO AWAY." He repeated, louder, starting to sit up. "Just l-leave me alone!! He yelled, his voice beginning to crack at the end. Samuel Skin too tight and eyes like marbles You spin me high, so watch me as I glide Before I tumble homeward, homeward