please don't ever become a stranger whose laugh I could recognize anywhere
Lips already parted, the moan that Finn's kisses coax from Tobi is unobstructed. Finn was of course the last person to touch Tobi like this, and though she hadn't really missed sex in the year since they'd been together, just now with his lips against her skin and the hard warmth of him all around her, she was utterly baffled that she'd denied herself this sort of pleasure. In the light of morning she'd remember why, but just now, with her fingers tracing over every ridge and valley of his back and with his hips rising beneath her like a wave, gods but this seemed impossibly good.
'—wait—' Tobi says, or thinks she does, into Finn's dark curls. There was something they needed to do, that she needed to do, and, "Finn, wait." There, that time she'd definitely said it. Wanting nothing more than to sink herself into his lap properly, to wrap her legs around his waist and tug herself against him, Tobi instead steadies herself against him and perhaps surprisingly, moves to get off the bed.
"No repeats of last time." She explains with a small smile that's as embarrassed as it is amused. Pulling herself off of Finn that she might go across the hall into the bathroom, the Spyglass will hear the telltale sounds of a cabinet opening and closing, followed by running water. In Stormbreak, birth control was a pill taken prior to sex, rather than an ongoing thing, which, having worked for so long at Molly's, Tobi assumed Finn was more than familiar with. Pulling in a breath and giving herself a quick glance in the mirror, for perhaps the first time in years, Tobi wonders what her body looks like to someone like Finn. In her dark jeans and bra with her hair in a messy ponytail that's now lopsided, her stomach less toned than it had been this time last year and with stretchmarks clawing across her skin, in all the ways Finn had become more this past year, Tobi felt as though she'd become less
Returning to the bedroom a touch shyly, Tobi moves toward the bed and stretches her arms out toward Finn. "Okay. How do you like to be touched now?"
'—wait—' Tobi says, or thinks she does, into Finn's dark curls. There was something they needed to do, that she needed to do, and, "Finn, wait." There, that time she'd definitely said it. Wanting nothing more than to sink herself into his lap properly, to wrap her legs around his waist and tug herself against him, Tobi instead steadies herself against him and perhaps surprisingly, moves to get off the bed.
"No repeats of last time." She explains with a small smile that's as embarrassed as it is amused. Pulling herself off of Finn that she might go across the hall into the bathroom, the Spyglass will hear the telltale sounds of a cabinet opening and closing, followed by running water. In Stormbreak, birth control was a pill taken prior to sex, rather than an ongoing thing, which, having worked for so long at Molly's, Tobi assumed Finn was more than familiar with. Pulling in a breath and giving herself a quick glance in the mirror, for perhaps the first time in years, Tobi wonders what her body looks like to someone like Finn. In her dark jeans and bra with her hair in a messy ponytail that's now lopsided, her stomach less toned than it had been this time last year and with stretchmarks clawing across her skin, in all the ways Finn had become more this past year, Tobi felt as though she'd become less
Returning to the bedroom a touch shyly, Tobi moves toward the bed and stretches her arms out toward Finn. "Okay. How do you like to be touched now?"
October
